Loss of my mother

Sorry that i havent been here to do what i had origanally planned to do with this blog...The loss of my mother was and is too hard to bare.  I know it is going to take more then the 2 weeks that it has been since her passing. But it still feels like yesterday and that shes still in the hospital waiting to come home. The selling of her car has been the hardest for me to let go off.  Then it means its for real and she really isnt comming home and that this isnt some crude joke.  If it wasnt for my daughter i dont know if i could go on.  I thank GOD everyday for giving my daughter to me to help me through this time and giving me something to live for.